.Thursday, May 20, 2010@10:08 PM.
OVERCONFIDENCE LEAD ME TO FAILURE/DOOM.
Fuck Shit. For the first time english almost get F9.What happened to me sia, i really duno.Maybe 1st paper is english , n sitting in the hall makes me nervous, thus mind blank?Haiz idk. This cant go on.Apparently i think i got almost the lowest among all my peers.Like demoralizing only.
Think i didnt have the luck this time round bah.
Those supposed to do well didnt, while those never expected to do well did so.
Rubbish. I dun believe this will continue happening. NO I DONT.
Science , i didnt do as good as i expected.Probably for physics was confused with some concepts. Could do better.Biology could be done better too cos of very last minute study.About 1 week before exam study whole textbook. Hows that?Sucks.Didnt have much time n energy to study Dnt. SO did badly for theory.Knew could do much better. Really.Coursework i did quite well. I knew i would. Put in lots of efforts n thoughts into it.But still there 1 or 2 people better than me. IDK why.Shall improve somemore n learn from those better.Sucks man today. Got back all the results at one shot. All so shit.C ALL the way. Smart to the max. Hate C. KNS. Never hit any of the goal i set at all. Failed 3 Sub somemore.Disappointed Depressed Demoralized. All i can blame is on my self for studying so last minute.How to take Os at the end of the month. Someone tell me. I shall be a nerd n not go out in June. Thats it..
Only can say is not prepared mentally to take Os at all.
Oh english prelim oral i did quite well. Got the top few highest in class :)
