.Monday, November 9, 2009@12:39 AM.
Thinking Thinking of 2010Matter #1
Will the beginning of 2009 be like 2010?
Will there be a repeat of all the events in 2009 in 2010?
Will 2010 be a happy year to begin with?
Will my wishes be fulfilled?
Will the same nonsense be repeated like 2009?
Will a new year really be a new year?
Will i be happy in 2010?
Why are there so many "wills" in 2010?
What the hell am i thinking?
Maybe the answers?
Why is the beginning of the year always rough?
Year 2010, full of unknowns.
Already damn fucking sick of the beginning of 2009, another repetition will rip me off.
Things always turn out with the same ending. Why?
Don't have the strength like last year anymore.
Frail and Weak.
Maybe its just God's will , & no matter how i want to change, it churns out fruitless.
But a decision still has to be made, shall be stubborn and take things in my own hands.
Hanging in the air and falling straight to my death.
Done all i could to survive. Nothing more depends on me.
Can't ask for more, this is the furthest and the best to go.
Turned blind, turned deaf.
Glad could walk so far; no regrets.
Ignorance is Bliss.
Labels: hais. full of question marks. all repeats shall end before christmas. chats. buddies.
