.Wednesday, March 4, 2009@7:19 PM.
Reflections 1
My love for you hasn't changed at all since the beginning.Perhaps im far too dumb at relationships.This is the 8th month already. Its a long time already.I have never loved someone so much before.I have thought about it.
I will love you from afar until the day i forget you.
I just want to let you know, yesterday night the way i msn-ed you was not on purpose.Actually, it was supposed to be a peaceful chat, not supposed to be a "heated chat" at all.
I cant msn you with those cheerful attitude cos im not able to do it.
When i msn-ed you yesterday, i was filled with remorse, thats why.The way u shot me yesterday was far too powerful.Thats why i was at a loss of what to say.
And whats past is past. Its history.
Its that simple.
If i go on like this, i will be the one suffering, not you.
Anyway, its sooner or later that you ..... only.Reflections 2
I seriously have to stop with all my attitude problems.
Its disgusting.
I must behave well and act like a prefect.
Have to do all my homeworks and not show attitude to teachers.
If my emotions take over me, sooner or later, i will get into deep trouble.
My results will slip till very low.
By then, i will not even attain one of the top 4 positions even if my leaderships skills are good.
Worst come to worst, i might even get sacked.
Thus, i better not let my emotions take over me and affect my behaviour.
