.Tuesday, February 24, 2009@6:48 PM.
i seriously have to study hard.
owned teachers 2 weeks of homeworks.
till now, i havent do one of them yet.
if i contiune like that, i will die.
haiis.
no mood, not in the right state to study.
even in school, also dont even have the mood to study.
put in too much energy to forget you that i have no more energy to study.
1 month plus passed. all my energy are almost drained soon.
what will happen in 2 more months?
flunk all my studies? or maybe even breakdown?
hais.
seriously, i loved you too deeply.
i cant forget you and i really miss you.
what should i do? hais.
1. Tell you that i want to be with you and hope that things between us improve?
2. Remain like that and bear with it?
3. Tell you that i want to be with you and get a reply that u hate me?
4. Tell you that i want to be with you and get laughed at by you?
but so what even if things between us really improve?
you like him anyway.
which guy can accept the fact that his stead like another guy?
wont it be very sad to remain like that?
what if after patching back, i hurt u again?
hais. miserable me. lovesick.
what should i do? what should i do?
somebody, anybody, please tell me.
lots of people adviced me already.
tried and failed.
what should i do?
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