.Thursday, October 9, 2008@11:19 AM.
watever i m typin here might be crap/nonsense. dun read it.
i knew everything would come to this
its the same fate as him
if i know, i will not treat u so well
i should have treated u badly
that way, nothing would have happened
but its too late
i regret it badly
i didnt mean to hurt u at all
im sorry
i want to tell u that i m different from the other boys
i dunt toy with girls feelings
maybe the way i express my feelings are wrong
i dunt noe
maybe if i didnt know u, you will be happier now
its alright, i will try to make myself scarce as much as possible
everytime i type out this type of things, i m hurt badly also
you are not the only one hurt
now u will hate me, and u will hate me forever.
even being friends will be tough
i hate this now man. it sucks totally.
why must time pass so fast. i want to go back in time
if i can, i will change everything
i will prevent everything thats happened.
i have never felt so depressed over a girl before.
if u noe me well enough, i dunt joke about affairs of the heart i dun care if u rely on guys anot, the fact that i love u cannot be changed
i love you. & i m not joking about it.
i am realy very sorry.
sorry for hurting u so deeply, sorry for everything i have done.holidays are near, 2 weeks time. is it a blessing or not?i want to forget everything, but i cant, its too hard.its easy for me to fall for someone but hard for me to forget the main reason why i dunt want to talk to u is becos i dunt wish to hurt u any further..
