hahas blehhs

2011-04-12T19:41:00.000+08:00

I have shifted. Goodbye.

2010-10-04T18:04:00.001+08:00

Have you ever thought what you've done for your parents?

At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap.

When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house.

When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste.

When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART. If you love your dad, reblog.

2010-08-01T15:17:00.002+08:00

SL Farewell Dinner!
Hello peeps!
2 Days back had the farewell dinner!
It was great!
The programmes, venues and food were great.
I reached there on time as was held back in school till 5pm. So.... reached there at 7 before they started.
Hmm then Mr Toh came too! Haha everyone was cheering for him!
Proceeded with activities and stuff, quite fun especially mr toh and mr gan's performance.
Haha! Really had loads of fun there!
Took pics with Mr Gan, Mr Toh and Ms Ho!
Okay i'll never forget that day!
Bye.

2010-07-16T22:55:00.002+08:00

Im here because i really have to let out some issues which have been bugging me and i m damn stressed up.
Firstly, things have not been going well for me at all. Always having problems with my Design & Technology and seriously, its making me damn tired. This problem, that problem. Haiz. Nobody explain to me , how will i know where go wrong. Only after getting screamed at then will know where went wrong. This kinda life seriously sucks. Now i have regrets taking up this subject last year. Maybe i should have took Literature. Haiz i don't know lah. Whole life in a mess. Ms Chen kept asking me, what do i want? I can't answer.
Secondly, something's wrong with my attitude and myself these days. I get hot-tempered easily. A little bit of things that go wrong will piss me off. I can't control the way i behave. Behaving like a gangster only... Whats wrong. I am very moody.
Thirdly, I am very apologetic towards Ms Ho. I have let her down again and again. Term 1 made her very disappointed already and yet again in Term 2, i disappoint her again. Haiz. She wouldn't mind spend time talking to me, encouraging and advising me. Whenever i have problems, she will be the first one to know and listen to me. Even my form teacher isn't as caring as Ms Ho. I, as her Head Prefect, has seriously made her upset. Whats wrong with me. Ms Ho hit the jackpot this morning. The reason why i do not dare to put on my tie bar is because, im far too ashamed to even put it on. I do not have to pride of putting it on. Late 3 times. Handphone confiscated. What else next? Ms Ho never gave up on me. She said, "A leader will always be a leader". After hearing that, i almost broke down. She has high expectations of me but im like that now. Haiz. Very upset and disappointed with myself. I let myself and Ms Ho down. Almost every teacher is angry with me now, but none of them will really take time to speak to me like Ms Ho. Haiz. Im sorry Ms Ho.
Whilst in the conversation with Ms Ho, i almost broke down. Very upset. Thats all I can say..

2010-06-30T23:08:00.004+08:00

School Re-open!
Okay firstly, school has reopened after a month of school holiday.
Had been very lethargic over the past few days.
Maybe my body still cant adjust to waking up so early.
During the holidays, waking up time was around 11 to 12pm, maybe that explains why.
Go to school but cant stop feeling sleepy at all.
Secondly, some people really do need to stop being bitchy , seriously.
Piss me off man. So many times already.
Now i wont care anymore, 3 more months, i can do with being alone.
Big Time Suckers.
Thirdly. Today had the "conquering final lap" talk!
Very very very tired.
Totally felt like sleeping man.
At the end, it was a wow.
When i was about to leave, the coach spoke to me.
He remembered my name and the occupation i aspired to be in the future.
The time when i told him that was like last year which is approx. 8 months or so ago.
Woah its like so long already. But he still remembers!
If its me, i will forget someone's elses occupation already.
Okay im not going to let him down.
Sweet Coach! :)
Fourthly, i really miss the time when im in sec3.
The time when my loved seniors were around.
Now they are busy mugging in JC.
Ah miss them.
After O's , must meet up. No one understands me more than anyone else's do other than this particular senior :D
Bye.

2010-06-04T23:39:00.004+08:00

Mesmerized by Beauty!
Hahah okay today is the last day of lessons. Like finally!
But next week still have to go back to school though ):
Went to vivocity to watch Shrek Happy Ever After.
Movie was average only. Not really worth my money.
Then later on went to harbourfront.
Went to SwissBake. Don't want leave that shop man!
One girl, mixed blood, suppose is Caucasian-chinese.
Shes like woahh , very hot man! Looks sweet toooo :D
Want to know her but sadly her mum there ):
Hahah seriously woooooooooooow.
Okay im not a pervert!
Then went to Breeks Cafe for dinner.
Asked parents what blood mix is that girl.
HAHAHAHAH.
Bye!

2010-06-03T20:13:00.003+08:00

School is pissing me off!
Day by day, im dreading school.
Seriously whats the point of going back to school when its our holidays?
Other schools do revision, we still trying to finish syllabus.
Maybe go back do revision still acceptable.
Rubbish.
Go back only get scolded n screamed at like a dog.
Getting Suan n Guailan by teachers.
For fuck?
Never do anything also get it by teachers.
Luckily this year is the shortest year, or else everyday pon.
Last day tmr, i will hang in there!
School sucks. Hate school.

2010-06-03T20:02:00.005+08:00

Hello.
Okay I remembered!
Need to have a dedication for Mavis Lim Mei Ting.
Hopefully she sees it!

Sorry Mavis, Late Birthday Dedication.
Happy Belated Birthday!
Tired after school but still trying my best to post.
Hmm, idk what to say, so random random.
I got to know you in a very weird way which was around 3 months ago?
Like so fast!
Still can remember u pranked me in a silly way thru sms n was exposed soon after!
Then i didnt bother~ Haha.
Lots of random stuff bah i should say.
You have turned 14 liao, all the best to you :)
Must grow up n be mature like me ah! haha!
That should be all! Haha i know its kinda short.

Bye.

2010-05-27T20:35:00.000+08:00

Got back report book today.
Knew results like that so not disappointed at all.
Learnt not to underestimate english again =.=
Next week is O level MT.
Duno prepared anot.
Hope so bah.
Bye~

2010-05-20T22:08:00.006+08:00

OVERCONFIDENCE LEAD ME TO FAILURE/DOOM.
Fuck Shit.
For the first time english almost get F9.
What happened to me sia, i really duno.
Maybe 1st paper is english , n sitting in the hall makes me nervous, thus mind blank?
Haiz idk. This cant go on.
Apparently i think i got almost the lowest among all my peers.
Like demoralizing only.
Think i didnt have the luck this time round bah.
Those supposed to do well didnt, while those never expected to do well did so.
Rubbish. I dun believe this will continue happening. NO I DONT.
Science , i didnt do as good as i expected.
Probably for physics was confused with some concepts. Could do better.
Biology could be done better too cos of very last minute study.
About 1 week before exam study whole textbook. Hows that?
Sucks.
Didnt have much time n energy to study Dnt. SO did badly for theory.
Knew could do much better. Really.
Coursework i did quite well. I knew i would. Put in lots of efforts n thoughts into it.
But still there 1 or 2 people better than me. IDK why.
Shall improve somemore n learn from those better.
Sucks man today. Got back all the results at one shot. All so shit.
C ALL the way. Smart to the max. Hate C. KNS. Never hit any of the goal i set at all. Failed 3 Sub somemore.
Disappointed Depressed Demoralized. All i can blame is on my self for studying so last minute.
How to take Os at the end of the month. Someone tell me. I shall be a nerd n not go out in June. Thats it..
Only can say is not prepared mentally to take Os at all.
Oh english prelim oral i did quite well. Got the top few highest in class :)

2010-05-19T22:58:00.004+08:00

Where's My APPLE? Fuck Its Gone ):
MYE Results like Fuck?
A Maths fail like duno what?
Last year still got B.
This year, F. Fuck.
E maths, i did improve.
But im still not satisfied for being careless.
Chinese. How the hell did i fail.
But overall did okay ONLY.
Expected at least B3/A2.
SS i passed. Yay! Tho i didnt touch my books at all.
English might fail.
Seriously if fail, fucked up.
Tmr then see the rest all together at once.
Think gonna hit me very hard. Hais :'(
Night people. HAIZ.

2010-05-18T22:21:00.002+08:00

Regrets.

I have regretted 2 things is 2009.
The first is to not study at all. Making me struggle like shit now. But never mind, i will get out of the struggle successfully. Sec 3 is like a honeymoon year to me, similar to what i had in sec 1 and sec 2. Everyday is about fun fun and no studying. Hmm never mind, now study also not too late at all.
Secondly, i have made the wrong decision. I think so. A big wrong decision. That's why i have never been successful at it before. All because of the hesitation and wild thoughts that cause it. Learned from it also.

2010-05-18T20:14:00.005+08:00

Oh My God.
Did such a big stunt today.
Went out from 12-8pm without informing my parents.
Die liaos lahhhh.
Called my hp for 30 over times sial,
Phone battery dead, couldnt even on it.
Went to Lot1 , Gombak Gym, then headed to JP Arcade.
Played n played having fun n spending money then didnt inform them.
Finally let off steam then im in for a big scolding liaos.
Now is offically my fault for making parents worried bout me ):
Think better apologize to them later.
Took lots of pictures somemore today.
Ahhh why did i forget to call my parents sial...
Anyway all the papers ended already.
Next is MT liaos... Fast fast.
Wait for scolding liaos, bye..

2010-05-14T23:36:00.003+08:00

I have realized i have gone bad.
Good boy become Naughty boy.
Last year like so much more guai than this year.
Dunno why but can feel it.
This year like alot of case.
Then made Mr Gan disappointed and sad.
He is never angry with me.
Today afraid till hand tremble. Really tremble...
I better walk the right path back again.
Dun wanna leave Dunearn with Mr Gan having a bad impression on me.
Mr Gan is truly nice.
Ms Aisyah is nice too!
Okay i better be good.

2010-05-08T15:26:00.002+08:00

Damn fucking unprepared for A maths paper on Mon.
Fucking unprepared at all.
Haiz.......
Mid year sure wont do well at all.

2010-05-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

Fuck Shit luhh.
Add Maths forgotten all my Sec 3 work.
Fuck luhhhhhhh..
Now cant even solve one easy sec 3 question.
Like WTF?
100% Stress level at the Max.

2010-05-04T22:26:00.005+08:00

Justin Relax.
Stop feeling so panicky over the midyear exams.
Come on , its only Mid Year.
The Os are the most important one.
Pace yourself and stop panicking.
Just aim for Bs for at least all the subjects and thats enough.
Relax. Calm down.
Can't finish studying, so be it.
Who ask you last minute study.
Dont overstress and over stretch your brain!!!!
AHHHHHH.
Pace yourself at this rate and you will be fine.
Cool down , chill.
Never Slack. Never. CHLLLLLLLLL~

2010-05-04T21:28:00.002+08:00

SAD
How can it be sial?
How you tell me?
Never before you beat me.
But now u did.
Like WTF ONLY.
No friends then friend textbook till so pro now hur?
Walao if i know, i abandon all my friends also.
Bloody hell!
Nevermind, MYE cannot lose to you.
CANNOT MEANS CANNOT.
Justin, You MUST WIN HIM.
Arghhhhhhh.
Shit you only.
Make me more stress up and make me study even more only.
Just for the sake of beating you by a mile.
DAMNNNNNNNNNN.

2010-04-27T21:36:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS A DISASTER :( :( HAIX.

First time of sitting in an examination hall feeling the experience.
Its scary. Its stressful.
Mind can just turn blank with just a snap of a finger ): haix.
Stupid english paper 1. Damn bloody tough.
Halfway while writing section one, i so stressed till almost broke down.
Wanted to just crush the paper n throw it into the bin lah):
Haiz. Only can pray hard, i get a B and not a C.
Seriously mansxxz. Disappointed ttm.
Did my best for it already, only pray for good news.

Oh yeah today went out to study.
Studied for so long on the floor.
Without any tables and chairs luh.
But still i studied, yes guai me.
If i do finish the whole of TYS, surely can Ace maths! Yes!
Someone took so longggggg to study chinese. Do Well HOR!
Wish you goodluck here :)

2010-04-26T17:04:00.002+08:00

Exam Stress
Oh my, English Paper is tomorrow.
Day after is Chinese Paper.
Now like so stressed.
Ahh worst still is, nothing to study for language paper, which makes me feel more stressed and unsecured.
The worst thing is someone is like sudden catching up.
Not gonna lose to you man..
D&T is damn stressful also.
Haixzxz.
Its time to focus and study hard.
Thats it!

2010-04-22T22:50:00.003+08:00

Hello People.
Lazy to update but was forced.
So update lor! Hahas.
Okay past few days have quite number of things is school.
Firstly is Napfa. OMG 5 stations all Gold except 2.4km.
Exceed by 24s lah , so wasted and sad.
This time got Silver le! For the first time Napfa award get Silver. haha!
This term i improved also in my studies!
Hahah happy happy.
So far tests only failed 1 or 2 subjects.
Not as bad as last term!
Gearing up for mid-year le. Last mid-yr i will be having :D:D
Not anymore for me! :)
Quite disappointed with maths. Careless + Never study.
And my phone bill arrived today. WTF! $130++ Crazy mansxsx!
Think i have nothing more to update about. Eh have!
No more CCA for me ANYMORE! NO MORE NO MORE! WHEEEEET! :D
Haha Okay serious studying begins.
Bye people & Goodnight!
Some pictures my bro took while meddling with my laptop:

2010-04-17T19:25:00.012+08:00

Speech Day cum My Birthday! :)
Hmm okay, Firstly , i Want to thank many people from the bottom from my heart. I think that although it is just a birthday wish, they still took time to wish me happy birthday!
The first group of people i want to thank are those that i went out to Sake Sushui on Thursday! Thank You Joleen, Karen, Alwin, Ziqing and Yee Lin. They took the time to go out celebrate huishang and my birthday, I told Joleen randomly that i wanted a Swensens Ice cream cake, and, she really bought it! Like OMG, its really very touching kayz! I only took it for fun when i told her. Thank You! Hmm Second group are those that wished me, and some wished me many times! Hahas. In random order: Daddy, Jovan(Lil Brother), Mavis Lim, Joleen, Siu Chen, Joee, Karen , Dawn (SLC), Guan Teck, Sir Noel, Alwin, Sohail, Marvin, Ms Aishah, Jiali, Beril, Fariza, Yu Xuan, Ms Ho, Mavis Chun, Morgan, Stephanie, Marilyn and Joey and many many moreeeee! Thank You People :) :D You made my day!
Now the third group! Thank you Mavis Chun for buying birthday prezzy for me. I feel so bad!
And This is a Big Thank You to Morgan! Seriously, didnt know that you will treat me to Macdonalds because u never did so and for the past four years, u never knew when my birthday was :( You are a good good friend. Loyal Indeed tho u like to sabotage me! Love YOU!
Mr Gan trusted me so super much and im very grateful to him for doing so :) For that case, i hope i have at least helped you a little and gotten both of us out of trouble. Thats a good piece of news and i hope all evidences are destroyed or things are going to be bad. Pray Hard kay! Cos i dont want both of us get into trouble too.
I want thank my baby brother also! OMG. He is so sweet laaaaaa! I didnt even know that he knows when is my birthday. Appreciated him for buying me a bookmark from his school bookshop. Thank YOUUU! Hahahs!
Today, morning woke up at 615am! Got Ready. Shuai! Hehe.
Went to schoolllll. Lala i like attract lots of attention!
Many many girls all turn n look at my direction like im some superstar! Hahahah!
Walk walk in school and prepared for duty.
Saw Ms Seng and greeted her, she 'hmph' me sia!!
Actually thought why i assigned to do General Office.
Then lucky Amanda changed n assign me to VIP.
Thought i couldnt be so useless mah! Hahas.
Did duty, quite cool cos i felt quite important n responsible! HAHAHAH.
Then walked around with morgan.
Talk rubbish as usual!
Hmm, then after that went settle problems. Love Mr Gan! Hope nothing happens.
Went to WestMall. Ate Macdonalds.
Stupidddddd Morgan! Force me eat n eat like PIG.
ARGH! Hahahas.
Then went back to west mall. Saw Ms Michelle Ho there with her husband :) She call me go home study! Then i tell her its my birthday! I ask her for birthday present then she wish me only!
AWW but never mind better than nothhing :) :) Disturbed her! MUHAHHA.
Then about to leave that time, play play with Motorola Milestone. The phone is so cool sio! Think i have a crush on it! Hahahs.
Then went home bathe. Went to have swensens after that. Eat somemoreeeeeeeee.
Worse than pig! Phew i didnt grow fat, only grew sleepy cus all the blood channeled to my stomach! My bday cake is so cuteeee. Thanks Dad!
Oh YAH, before i forget, i got to see my favourite and bestest senior, Daryl Gavin! Like super happy when saw him man! Happy till can jump over the moon! Missed him so much. OMG. And it was just a quick chat with him. Sad :( Left before i could speak to him.. Hope can get to meet you in time to come.
One Last Thing! Saw Mavis Blog! Hahah thanks so much for crediting me so much! Hahah my birthday present whereeee? JK!
Going upload photos! Enjoyyy my shuai face! Hahah Jk!
Bye :)

2010-04-16T20:49:00.002+08:00

Bad Day today. Super Bad Day today. Haiz.
Like WTH. OMG.
50% nothing to settle, 50% in deep trouble. Like OMG can.
Time n time tell you dont liaos, dont means dont, still dont listen.
Now get caught happy lah? Hai wo also.
Oh god, duno what else to expect on Monday.

2010-04-15T22:24:00.001+08:00

School is getting crazier nowadays.
Especially Maths.
Within 1 week finish 2 chapter.
WTF!
Im so slow at numbers yet so fast.
How to catch up!
Stupid lah school so slow.
Make me so stressed.

2010-04-15T22:02:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Firstly, thanks Joleen, Karen, Ziqing, Alwin and Yeelin.
&& Happy Birthday Huishang!
Went to Sakae Sushi at Lot 1 today.
Haha first time go there. Finally got money, cus too poor!
Then in there like blur blur.
Then start to not blur liaos, order food.
Then food order increasing more n more for me.
Eat till stomach can burst!
Then went off to watsons. Haha.
At there got sample hair wax, took it n tried, not bad!
Then went Joleen house.
Didnt know got cake sialllll!
Somemore is Swensens icecream cake.
Like shocked laaaa, didnt expect it!
Thanks so muchhhh! Hahas!
Bye!

2010-04-13T23:55:00.002+08:00

Sick Today, had fever, headeache
Tried to hold on and not sleep on class.
Bio lesson was the worst luh.
Practically stoning there, pretending to listen to ms tan.
Mind is asleep but eyes open!
Very sianz one lorh like thatt.
See everyone awake, so i don't dare to sleep.
Supposed to clean up Pe store today.
Phew mdm sarinah busy then postpone.
Afer went home, slept all the way till 9 plus.
No more fever but still abit headeache.
Didnt study at all! Gosh.
Nevermind. Dont't know should go to school anot..
Bye n Goodnight!

2010-04-12T22:17:00.002+08:00

Today is a freaking hot day.
So super hot.
Finally, Mr Boh replaced the fan,
But wearing long pants is still so hot.
Can practically die from heat stroke in class.
Thank goodness classroom not on FOURTH floor.
That one is worst! HAHA.
Pity some people classroom on FOURTH floor.
Need endure heat. AWW!

Omg , feel so jealous after seeing prefects camp photos!
Ahh wished i was there too?
Looked like they had lots of fun!
Finally, im studying today. But not studying enough.
So gonna study somemore now!
Bye

2010-04-12T00:59:00.001+08:00

siannn.
someone help?
i hate sketching.
hate it hate it.
omg, im gonna delay it till what time.
do it now :@
arghhh.

2010-04-11T16:12:00.000+08:00

Goshh keep on getting headaches these days :'(
How to do work more efficiently like that sial!
Sian sian no choice try chiong anyway.

2010-04-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

tonight gonna study till 4am.
sure must study.
thats it!

2010-04-09T18:35:00.005+08:00

Piles of Homeworks.
Many issues to think about.
MYE is like coming, so bloody soon.
Haven't started studying at all.
Haiz~
Hot weather plus so many things to think about.
Headeache!
In a big dilemma now.. Don't know who to look for?
Maybe Mr Alvin Wong! His advices are quite professional n very real.
Seriously stressed to tears!
Stupid homework, so bloody much.
Physics, Chinese, Maths 2 chapter of it n Design n Tech.
Maths is so much n i don't know how to do it.
Teacher is crazy, one day teach 2 segments of the chp. Like siao.

2010-04-08T20:20:00.006+08:00

Failure as a Head Prefect
Disappointed.
Why didn't i step up more authority?
Why didn't i exercise more power in the first place?
Haiz.
Ms Ho is very upset n hurt.
I hope i can help in any ways within my abilities.
Damn Depressed.
And YOU, don't anyhow say i never spend time at CCA.
Cus if i did, this won't happen..
What i've promised, i won't back out from it unless im out of dunearn.
Im a leader.
Oh god, shes very very upset.

2010-04-06T18:34:00.003+08:00

Exhausted
Slept so late yesterday, today so damn bloody tired.
Practically almost every lesson slept till like what.
Bio, havent half the lesson i fell asleep on table already.
Midyear is in 3 weeks time, and i havent studied at all yet.
Hooray. Maybe can prepare to flung midyear.
Okay then still got rehearsal today. Sian.
Going to sleep early today.
Another wave of rumours from lower sec people now. Sianz.
Hope it will blow off quickly.
Goodnight~

2010-04-05T22:36:00.004+08:00

Its easy to Deceive others but Not Myself.
Its been long uh.
Very long already..
Finally spoken. Happy happy :)
Maybe its remains there hidden for me.
Haiz, Nevermind.
Though, tell you still don't want listen, i can't do any other more.

Today first day of school after missing school for 1 week.
Like a brand new complete week.
Sort of excited to go to school?
At maths, stupid classroom, keep on black out, then electricity come back again =.=
On n off. Irritating.
Then, some nonsense happened.
Hahas.
Recess blah.
English test, didnt have enough time to complete. Wrote so super long.
Proud of myself for that!
Hope to top the class again, n win her.
Need to time myself in future manx!
DnT. Tho done all my stuff, didn't bring some other stuffs.
Then wasted my whole time~
Phone confiscated, blahh.
Chinese oral. Sucks!
Tired now, still gotta study for Bio n Geo test.
Have to handle some shitty stuffs also. Pissed!
Bye

Have to give it my best for Bio n Geo tho im very short of time already :(
Really don't want to disappoint Ms Ho. Haiz.

2010-04-02T12:32:00.003+08:00

Update from yesterday.
On the first day of camp, so unexpected man.
Had to clean up vomitous, eeeyuuuuuuurrrr.
No choice had to do so.
Lunch appetite was destroyed.
Then later on they had their activities.
Campfire prep was quite sian with everyone so sian.

Second day, stupid 5Bx!
Early morning make me sweat! ZZZZ
Still wanna sleep one, then still blurblur.
Activities activities.
Then need settle many stuffs. All dun want listen to me.
Took so long to settle my group down.
Group 6 was much better.
Then end of day, dun want elaborate anymore.

3rd day. Clean up.
In the end , me n aiman had to clean up one of the huts =.=
Sweated like so much...

Had my face burnt? Sunburnt.
Hmm. Now gotta study already.
& i just realised how much my class hates me.
Damn you all. ZZZZZ
Wake up from ur ideas n stop being childish..
Bye

2010-04-01T15:59:00.003+08:00

SEC 2 Camp.

Back from 4D3N Camp.
First day at school do recee.
Tiring day as lots of camp arrangement and stuffs had to be done.

Second day,
Met my group.
All the people are so not-enthusiastic and dead.
Very hard to even make them high.
The day passed quite fast.
Cheers and stuffs all dont want to do.
All dun even want to come for the camp at all.
Like being forced? Might as well not come.
Enjoyed the eastcoast activity. Quite nice!

3rd day, nothing much too.
Activities and stuff.
Realised i have no brain-hand-leg coordination. Haha.
Then rehearsed for campfire.
Doing high elements make my hair stink like crap!
The helmet stinks man.
Campfire was nice.
Everyone was high~
SL performance was nice too!

Last day.
Area cleaning.
Busy day tho.
Time passed quickly.
Ended.
School.
Ask group to do a last cheer, all so dead.
WTF!
I sacrifice my time and go for camp n get this kinda crap.
Wads this?
....
Stress is all i know from the camp.
But think i have learnt new stuffs n gained new experiences thru this camp.

Bye.

2010-03-27T20:57:00.002+08:00

Sucky day today...
A real fucker at cca.
Never going back there again, even at rod, i wont go too.
CCB.
Had fucking enough.
If i dun get my cca pts, u watch out.
Now i know why , nobody want join scouts. Seriously asking for it.
Anyway me being in student council n headprefect is enough.
Far greater deal than scouts.
Usless shit...

2010-03-26T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Dead tired.
Lessons today are so boring and sleepy.
Only wanted time to pass faster and end school!! Haha!
Then NYAA stuff and SL Briefing till arnd 1130am.
Headed off to Lot 1 after.
Walk walk awhile.
Had lunch.
Stupid friends, just to make them sit down, need to treat them drinks each.
KNS!
Then off to walk walk again.
Walk till happy arnd 130pm then sit outside mac.
At there use phone surf youtube till 2pm then go back school.
At stadium, did nonsense.
Super embarrassing.
Barely finished preparing for sec2 camp stuff.
Damn tiring sialxzlxlx.
So NOT easy to prepare at all. Only like 3/4 done.
Tmr still need go schhooll :( :(
Argh. Needa find time to study.
Test next week, gotta do well!
Just thrashed out CCA stuff on paper.
Showdown time tomorrow.
Bye.

2010-03-24T22:37:00.003+08:00

I made up my mind.
Wont go for scouts this saturday.
Waste of time.
Rather complete my homeworks before going for camp.
Prioritize my things right man..
Anyway scouts left 2 more meetings.
Who fuckin hell cares~
Lousy CCA cert i also dun care.
O level do well can alr.
Study hard!
Old people working from day to night clearing tables.
I really pity them.
Their children are really unfilial, parents also dont want to take care.

2010-03-24T19:24:00.001+08:00

Hello people.
Today got a slight headache today.
Better than yesterday..
Anyway today, was super pissed off by my CCA..
I will make sure that i get what i deserve.
Fucking leaders, duno how be dun be lah. Act one sai.
Saturday im gonna trash out whatever rubbish i have.
Anyway one more month step down, i dun care who u are anymore. cb dog.
Stressed with sec 2 camp.
So many things to do and havent done it yet..
Hais ):
Noting much to update anymore.
See you.

2010-03-23T23:30:00.001+08:00

Just For Laughs Asia is Funny Man!
Made my day by watching that :D
Havent been able to smile or laugh much these days :((

2010-03-22T22:09:00.006+08:00

Hello people.
Pissed off day today.
Almost late by 1 minute.
Had to run from the gate to parade square.
So embarrassing man!
Then had hair check.
I actually didnt get caught, but ms lim ai hong later walked to the back.
That was how i got caught.
Long fringeee! Cant imagine.
Mr Gan saw le tell me go cut away the fringe.
Wahs tell you super embarrassing manxzx!
Went back classs.
Seriously didnt expect to be caught at all...
School rules are tightening much more than before now!
In class, some bitches pissed me off.
Shoot her le , not happy, have to raise voice.
What an attention seeker cum bitch..
Nothing much, was sent out of class cus didnt do DnT..
Didnt even know must do lah. WTH.
Home. Tution. Bought dinner.
Bloody hell, almost had a head to head collision sial.
Stupid fellow duno how drive car, never on light.
Think road your father one?
Started the Term upside down.
Hope things can be better later on.
Going to tolerate the bitches for another 6more months~ Yay!
Life is short. Saw the obituaries in newspaper today..
Was so shocked to see my neighbour's face there.. Very very shocked..
50++ nearing 60 and has already passed on.
3 Months ago just met him in the lift, afew weeks ago saw his car on the road.
Now, he has passed on. So sudden. Like WTF lah.
He looks very healthy and is quite friendly.
Heaven must be blind, take away such a nice man like that..
Life is scary. Never know whats going to happen to you tomorrow, the day after, one week later, one month later or even a year later.
Cherish life, and live life to the max people.
Be happy and contented.
Im not lying okay..
People change very fast, cherish them now , or never anymore when they have changed.
Im relating it from my true life experience.
Its sad, but cant help it.. hais.
Maybe by the time i graduate out of dunearn, everyone around me has changed, and maybe all friends from sec1 might be gone and no more people to contact after graduate.
Thats sad too.
Anyway Byeeee.
Off to complete my tons of homework.

2010-03-19T10:51:00.000+08:00

Morning people.
Just woke up.. have a tough battle to fight..
My homeworks ):
So many please.
Gotta go now.
Bye.
Blogged with my Nseries

2010-03-18T21:41:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Here to update blog againn.
Im an official 2 Star Kayak graduate!
Haha!
Suffered severe sunburns on both arms, thighs and a little on face.
Applied lots of sunblock but still got sunburnt.
Lots of rashes starting to appear on skin too.
But had lots of fun with all the capsizing!
Learnt 2 new capsize drills.
TX Rescues and Eskimo Bile Rescue.
Failed at beginning, was even afraid also.
Later on after practice, did well!
Then had fun under the scorching hot sun.
If morgan isnt there, i wont go also. Surely sian.
Kept on doing stupid stunts and nonsense with him.
Haha.
Seldom get to play so much these days anyway.
Then after kayak finish went to Lot1 Pizza hut to have lunch.
Did rubbish there too, so embarrassing..
#1, opened up the cheese thingy, then not careful, pour almost 1/5 of it on the table.Paisehhh!
#2, stupid morgan so stingy. tell him to divide the meal amount into 2 , he take out calculator to calculate the amount he should pay. Wah, so diu lian sia!
Haha but nevermind since first time have this kinda fren!
Off to study.
Bye.

嗨，你真可怜。。要照顾好自己。。

2010-03-15T22:02:00.002+08:00

What a Bastard.
Today had star 2 kayaking.
Initially everything was fine.
Had capsize drill and stuffs.
Then later on, a bastard came to guailan me.
Asked for a fight somemore.
Downright fucker. Outside school also want fight.
Aint going to turn my reputation sour becos of that cb kia.
Somemore SL.
WTF.
Intend after school reopen shoot him to Mr Gan.
Hmm.
Spoil my mood still diao me =.=
Bye

2010-03-14T11:58:00.002+08:00

Milo Triathlon!

Milo Triathlon 2010 is quite fun.
The experience is very cool!
Had to wake up at 5am.
Then briefing in school.
Headed to sentosa!
Had to wait till 9 plus then event starts.
Play with sand and sea water, fun fun.
Then even starts.
So hard to swim mans!
The water is so salty. yucks.
Ran to wash feet then wear socks.
Took quite awhile.
Off to cycle!
Haha cycling is even more fun.
Anyhow ring the bell n morgan almost rammed into the lamppost.
Then had to run.
Me n morgan anyhow one.
Insead of running, went to take a walk at the beach first.
Then only ran one lap!
Haha fun!

Then went back home.
Rushed to bathed n changed.
Went to unity sec.
Sian.
Job week is a waste of time man.
But also fun too cos me n morgan keep on talk nonsense.

Bye.

2010-03-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

Worst Day
Today is the worst day in my life.
Got back result slip.
The worst i have ever done in my 4 years.
Plus such an important year this year yet i can do so badly.
Saw my results and felt super upset.
I seriously duno where went wrong.
First talked to Ms Lim, gave my report book to me.
Saw results, very disappointed..
Haiz.
Then Ms Aileen Tan. Nothing much.
Talked to Ms Tai after that. Almost a 30min talk.
Have to learn to plan my time right.
Ms Ho took my report book and saw my results.
I could see she was very angry, upset n disappointed with me.
I feel very guilty and sad too.
Im at the risk of being sacked already.
Ms Ho was very concerned.
Then went to speak to Ms Seng.
Felt so loved by her!
She was quite confident in me.
But my overall results really sucks to the core.
Make a promise to myself, to bounce back in midyear.
I dont want to disappoint Ms Michelle Ho, Ms Seng, Ms Sharon Tai and my Daddy.
Left school after 2 and half hours.
Thats how long n serious my results was.
Goodbye.
Might not be here blogging in time to come.

2010-03-05T16:03:00.002+08:00

Fucking Fun day today.
Imagine getting Pranked like a dumb fucker who isnt aware.
Firstly, Gerald gave me "her number"
Smsed her n found it so fucking weird.
Then gerald got the class to play along with him n trick me.
Even my good frens morgan n eugene played along with him.
The trust is broken from now on.
Never gonna believe u all again.
I can trust nobody, except myself.
So, i went up to her just now n talked to her.
Bloody hell imagine, that a person dk you go up talk to you.
Fuckin hell embarrassing.
Now i do not want to go for sec2 camp.
I lost my face already.
Wtf.
What should i do.
Bloody hell.
4 Topaz seriously piss me off. Fuckers.
Feeling so fuckin pissed that the people i trust bluff me also.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

2010-02-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

X- Country :D :D

Hello people.
Been a long time since last posted.
Too busy i guess.
Anyway Cross Country today!
Morning go school also no mood to study.
Too excited for X country le!
Went to Lot1, damn woman chased us out cos we wearing school pants.
so WTF, cant it be our own pants. Dumb ass.
Siu Chen n Joseph paid $2 each and when the game about to start, tio chased out.
whattabitch she is.
Then later on walked round Lot1.
Bought Sweettalk.
Then down to BPP.
Walked around till 215pm.
Heheh!
Bus came around 220pm.
Journey to West Coast took like almost 1hr?
So long sialzxcxz.
Lucky 1hr or else bladder would have burst.
Went toilet then rushed to put or bags.
Then then while people are walking to the starting point, morgan and i ran to the starting point without knowing that the event havent start and wasted energy :(
Nowonder on the way people say we all siao.
Then later onr ace started.
Almost jogged for the whole journey, 3.7km.
Walked abit only due to exhaustion n thirstiness.
Reacher the end faster than expected.
Wanted to run more lorh.
Last year having X country le.
Argh, sad. :(
Today is Loved!
Anyway have to be guai nowadays.
Gotta get into trouble soon i guess.
Bye! :D

2010-01-14T21:42:00.003+08:00

Hi people.
Think only left here where i can free myself from school life.
To be precise, Sec 4 life.
Since the first week of school, nothing is going smoothly a single bit.
Its like 3 months has passed already.
Its like studying for months n months already.
Extremely exhausted.
Everything's changed.
Friends for 3 years can disappear just like that.
Why mans?
Sec 4 is so much more horrid than i ever imagined or nightmare about.
Though tired, but time seems to pass so quickly.
Very very afraid of Os.
Now suddenly want to catch up everything of Chemisty taught in sec 3.
Panicking, Stressed.
Going around asking individual subject teacher about the subject im weak in.
Turns out not as bad as i thought.
But still its stressful.
I yearn to graduate from Dunearn faster and forget everything about Sec4.
Its the start. The end will reach very quickly.
Wonder how long more i can hold on.
Hate my life.
Now hardly can even smile in school.
Or should i say hate my class even more?
Fucking retards.
At the least could vent out here.
Goodnight.

2010-01-07T22:29:00.004+08:00

Secondary 4
Beginning of school term, start of sec4.
Everything is like so new.
Almost all my teachers are changed.
Miss Mr Beh the most; want him back to teach me maths so much.
Timetables are all so horrid.
Working like horses, cant even fall asleep in class.
Last lap to run in Dunearn; gonna do my best.
Tired also must hang in and study.

Anyway, Today morning almost late for school.
Somehow slept till 710am without realizing i went to off my alarm.
Luckily my mum woke me up.
Rushed to school, temp taking and stuffs.
Lessons so damn boring.
Want to sleep, but dont dare to; only keep on take short short naps.
This week is still relax, wait till next week and all the tortures comes in.
Well sec4= no life. Gonna be a good boy this year.
Doing all i can, can cope how much then cope with it.
Bye.

2010-01-02T14:12:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year!
Hello everyone.
Had a rough start of the year 2010 already.
New Year's eve and New Year was spent very horribly.
Craps, worst New Year ever.
Stayed home all day only, thats all.
Then went to see skin specialist, spent $300.
Had more than 10 injections & many medicines to take.
Waste so much money like that.
Still have more appointments with the doctor.
Money all fly away like that.
Somehow feel guilty of spending parents money this way.
School starting on monday.
Not looking forward to it at all.
As each day passes, the word O becomes bigger.
So not prepared at all.
Bye.

2009-12-14T19:17:00.000+08:00

Hello people.
Back from OBS , 5D 4N camp just 2 weeks ago.
The camp was horrible.
Went in to the camp looking good, came out looking like some horrible freak.
Got lots of sandflies bites there.
300 plus in total.
Went to see a doctor, doctor said my skin is sensitive, should prevent going for any more camps.
Poor me and my skin.
Till now havent heal yet.
Last week went for holiday.
Was back yesterday.
Had lots of fun!
Spent alot of money there too.
Goodbye!

2009-11-20T22:19:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Morning went back to Primary School.
Attended the assembly and everything.
Totally loved it so much.
Cant find it anywhere else man.
Suddenly recalled the days in Primary School.
The fun and everything.
Loved it.
The place is so nice, argh why didnt i appreciate it last time.
Now in dunearn, so shitty.
Felt good in primary school.
But sadly most of the teachers are gone.
Then went to Sci Center.
Today is the last day, but dunno want do somemore anot.
Then went to JP.
Home.
Then went out to WM.
Tired!
Bye.

2009-11-19T00:13:00.001+08:00

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2009-11-16T23:05:00.002+08:00

Another Long Day Tomorrow!
Sianz!
At Sci Center so boring.
Do CIP like go there sleep better.
Anyway endure and its ending soon!
2 Major Camps coming up soon.
All ending in less than a month's time.
Maybe should dismiss myself in one month too.
Could think about it.
Bye.

2009-11-11T00:06:00.004+08:00

Drifting drifting again today.
Damn tired!
But had fun!
Im the Drifting King liao!
What Morgan said is true. Hmms.
But duno how true?
Neverminddd.
Coldddd days are ahead.
Bye.

2009-11-09T22:46:00.005+08:00

Matter #2
Hais camp on the 5th to 8th.
OBS just ended.
SL activity clash.
Holiday clash.
Sir called me to go.
Very guilty that i cant make it.
Seldom Sir will personally msn me to invite me to attend.
Hais. How?
Still thought of giving up scouts.
But when Sir is nice, i just don't have the heart to give up scouts.
Hais.
Confused Confused.
I will try to make it bahh.
Feeling real bad..
Why are my decisions and feelings all so easily swayed; in terms of everything?
CCA, this , that. Argh.
Feeling so sorry, everything just clashes.

2009-11-09T00:39:00.016+08:00

Thinking Thinking of 2010
Matter #1
Will the beginning of 2009 be like 2010?
Will there be a repeat of all the events in 2009 in 2010?
Will 2010 be a happy year to begin with?
Will my wishes be fulfilled?
Will the same nonsense be repeated like 2009?
Will a new year really be a new year?
Will i be happy in 2010?
Why are there so many "wills" in 2010?
What the hell am i thinking?
Maybe the answers?
Why is the beginning of the year always rough?
Year 2010, full of unknowns.
Already damn fucking sick of the beginning of 2009, another repetition will rip me off.
Things always turn out with the same ending. Why?
Don't have the strength like last year anymore.
Frail and Weak.
Maybe its just God's will , & no matter how i want to change, it churns out fruitless.
But a decision still has to be made, shall be stubborn and take things in my own hands.
Hanging in the air and falling straight to my death.
Done all i could to survive. Nothing more depends on me.
Can't ask for more, this is the furthest and the best to go.
Turned blind, turned deaf.
Glad could walk so far; no regrets.
Ignorance is Bliss.

2009-11-07T01:07:00.008+08:00

A Car like Ferrari is superb if its given proper love and care.
Maintenance must be done regularly.
When petrol runs out, it must be filled back with another tank of petrol and not other liquids.
Only petrol have the ability to power up the car.
Driving the car with a GPS can bring you to a place you want to go.
Having a spoilt GPS without knowing will bring you rounds and rounds and might not even get to the destination you want, without any answers.
By then the driver will be exhausted and filled with fatigue already.
Car will run out of petrol too.
To the owner it seems so near but its actually so far.
To the car its just moving meaninglessly.
Such a waste of resources and polluting the Earth.
When the car goes for an inspection, its noticed with lots of major problems that can no longer be fixed or replaced.
The car's engine is dead by then, everything is worn out, driving on and on without even to stop and take a rest except to fill petrol.
The whole car has to be taken to the scrap yard and CRUSHED, its gone after a long period of time.
The owner asked for it for not taking care and loving his Ferrari.
Is there any possibility for the Ferrari to survive?
Well thats sad because its not to be understood..

2009-11-04T22:06:00.006+08:00

Hello People.
Here to update about the Sec3 Camp at Desaru, Malaysia.
Yesterday was Day1.
Woke up early in the morning at 620am.
Prepared then went to school.
Did all the admin and blah.
Boarded bus at 820am.
Then Set Off..
Singapore Checkpoint, something dumb happened.
My fingerprint kept on couldnt get detected.
Finally i thought can, then i walk thru happily.
In fact is the immigration officers help me to open , then need to rescan my fingerprint at the counter. So embarrassing.
At Malaysia checkpoint, long queue.
Took our own sweet time to go up the bus.
Started off with the 1.5hrs journey.
Talked for a while then listened to music and napped.
Reached there, super hot and sunny.
First off had some sort of icebreaker.
Too sunny and plus the environment is sandy, wore my shades and got irritated by some people.
Tolerated, tolerated.
Then later on had lunch, horrible.
After lunch, had the CIP "Demo" programme(Trial Run), to do what we had to do today.
Turned out horrible for me, too hot already.
Felt abit nauseous inbetween.
Then nighttime le, dinner.
It was much better than lunch.
Some people fought and ended up all of us have to listen to an hour long of lecture.
Then had the candle light race thing.
Bored, bored. Dumb game especially so many people playing.
Had debrief, supper, then off to do what we want in the hut.
Had the key, purposely went super late, let the others wait.
At night, bathed, did many funny stuffs.
Wanted to wake up at 2am to have a techno party, but too tired to wake up.
Then the aircon too strong, shivering away.
Kept on fighting with morgan for pillow and blanket.
Thus at 5am, woke up and played loud techno music to disturb the rest.
So funnyyyy, almost got threw at with a chair.
Washed face, blah blah.
Some idiots come to the hut and make so much noise.
Not your hut at there treat as ur hut.
I wanna lock it, so better MYOB.
Off for breakfast.
Breakfast was quite okay, but no appetite.
Proceeded off to the school to do CIP.
The primary school kids had a band, had like a welcome ceremony for us.
Feel so honoured and touched that they are so capable.
Proceeded on with teaching them how to play simple sports.
Hmm morgan planned dumb games.
To teach and handle kids, need to have lots of patience.
But sadly, there was a communication barrier.
At the end, left and went back to our resort.
Slept on the bus, too tired and shag.
Lunch was great too.
Was given time to go back hut to change.
Again, locked up the hut.
Some people as usual at he door and n bang like nobody business.
Stupid morgan still dun want wear pants and got seen by her at the window.
Then had some programmes and de-briefing.
Camp ended early due to some water pipes burst =.=
Mixed emotions, sad and happy.
Sad that have to break camp so early and unexpected, only spending such a short time with friends and not able to have a techno part tonight.
Happy that can go back to home sweet home.
Left the place at 430pm.
On the way back ate twisties le then napped.
Napped for a very very short while and got awaken by some people.
At there gossiping about what uh, go hawaii to hong girls?
Jealous uh?
I sleep liao also know what you talking about.
Finally all nonsense stopped when one of the persons come and take away my sunglasses.
Shouted the F word straight in her face and Mr Tan.
Damn. My tolerance level has a limit.
Gosh , i will never enjoy camps man!
- Pimples popping out of my face due to sensitive skin.
- Sunburnt, Arms, Cheeks and Nose!
Haha Me just aint suited for the warm weather!
Many lessons learnt, that how fortunate is it to live in Singapore.
Hoped this camp will "prepare" me for OBS.
Gotta train up fitness level in November le.
Like what Mr Law said, some things are decided by God's will, and i believe in that.
Goodbye People.

Took 30+ Pictures but will upload only 5, im lazy! All Captured with my phone.
Me & Joseph. Stupid Morgan disappeared for being the leader and had briefing.

Fond Memories that cannot be found or bought with anywhere!

2009-10-30T22:14:00.005+08:00

Not a very pleasant day today..
Had AEM in the morning, had to leave school at 830am.
Missed the awards ceremony..
Then finished up on the Animation.
Finished then slacked.
After lunch had a talk on windows 7.
Its quite cool.
Bused down to school after that.
At school, saw both of them very down.
Hais.
Its a very very sad setting just now..
Hais.
People who are nice end up retaining, shitty people get promoted.
Bullshit..
1 Year has passed so fast.
1 year of friendship has passed so fast.
Had happy times together , had fun together, hang out till midnight together.
No more people in the SC will do that with me next yr liaos.
Hais so sad..
Seriously need time to pass slower.
Scared of Os next year... hais
Bye.

2009-10-29T19:42:00.003+08:00

Hello people.
Battlefield in the morning!
Beginning, reached there, had some breifings
Later on, bagey keep on boss around...
Didnt bother about him.
Then activity started.
2 Pearl last to move out though reached earliest.
My group has 12 boys.
Half of them are real slackers.
The other half are quite cooperative.
They are not as bad as i think.
I even think they are better than some of the Express classes!
Plus most of the time i was the only one leading them.
Very tired but i felt it was worth it.
Though had to constantly shout at them to move faster, they understood why i did so.
Let them have sufficient rest too.
Overall, very satisfied with the boys of 2 Pearl.

Now results..
Overall seriously has done me in.
SA2 results, i can say im quite satisfied, given the amount of effort i have put in.
Last min studying and stuffs thats why.
Very disappointed..
Hais, worrying thing is if i can remain in the student council.
50% chance only..
Nevermind..
Some friends are not going to join me next yr, its quite sad to know that.
Hais. Real friends are hard to find.
Hope they can accompany me to take Os next year..
Quite upset.
Bye.

2009-10-28T22:06:00.001+08:00

Today is a very hectic day.
Morning woke up quite early.
Then had some career talk thingy.
Ended quite interesting and fun.
Then at the end of the talk the coach came to men said i will be able to have a successful career.
Hmm duno true anot..
Then later went to lot1.
Had lunch then played.
Played till 115pm, super late.
Rushed back to school.
Juz nice reached as the bus was about to leave.
Phew..
Then at NP do lots of stuff, then 430pm leave.
Again , had to rush down to IMM.
Food so tasteless..
Went back to school, had debrief.
Bye.

2009-10-26T22:26:00.005+08:00

Dont know tomorrow want to go to school to help out anot.
Sianz.
Have to wake up an hour earlier.
Scally go liao bagei make noise.
See mood tomorrow.
Now at least go scouts have Por side me abit.
See how.
Another long day tml..
Dont Know want listen to Zaki anot.
So fucking what lorhs.
Seriously too indecisive already.

2009-10-26T22:13:00.005+08:00

Early in the morning reached school, saw physics paper, totally ruined whole mood.
Felt like tearing up the paper.
Then felt very desperate, searched for 3marks, got a B.
But anyway useless, surely fail as overall is gonna pull everything down to hell.
Haiz..
Continued to settle CCA stuffs.
Finally teacher believed me bout attendance all those shit. Crap.
Then had to forge Edusave form cos today due.
After school went to lot1.
Had lunch, went back to school late.
Public speaking course isnt as bad as i thought.
Heard some scary stuffs. wont elaborate.
Initially was quite boring, urge to sleep.
Then when had to chance to speak for the first time, was quite interesting.
Then surprisingly, had a mini competition, i was selected.
Spoke quite well.
At least after this course had more confidence to speak to a group.
Have to take 2 pearl on thurs.
Sense that sure have daiji crop up on that day.
With that whole gang of useless people.
Bye.

2009-10-23T20:56:00.004+08:00

Fucking disappointed with my results.
Thought over what Zaki told me, about overall results..
I thought i will remain in the SC, but now i dont think so anymore.
Since EOY got mostly Bs, but term1,2 and 3 all either just pass or fail badly, thus its going to pull down my whole SA2 and im going to have at least 2 F9s, 1 B and 5Cs.
Chem failed like Shit.
Surely get complained again.
& this time complain means sacked, no more chances.
Whatever...
Who can i blame? Myself..
Inconsistant Studying & Last min studying.
I dont even noe if English can pass anot..
Overall maybe will fail..
Fuck.

This whole morning, spent time settling my CCA things.
Very irritating. Last yr say liao this yr still never include.
Wad CCA never clock 75%.
Craps.
Saw E and A maths overall.
Hate it.
Can i dont get my report slip next week?
Its gonna kill.
Dont't know tml want go scouts anot, sick n tired.
Feeling hoepless.

Goodbye.

2009-10-22T22:33:00.004+08:00

Hello people.
Today knew chinese and dnt results.
Chinese didnt do as bad as expected.
Still pleasant with the results but could have done better.
Dnt still pleasant with the marks i got though failed by abit.
Didnt study dnt at all so yeah, did my best already, so satisfied.
Could have done much better too if i did study it, but i sacrificed it for maths.
Hopefully dnt for SA2 will pass!
Hmm, Awaiting my PHYSICS MARKS!
Anxious about it! Super important to me!
Anyway, after school went to find ms nadiah.
Got more points or whatever u call it.
Should have joined scouts since sec1, then can get 20+ points closing to 30.
So wasted!
CCA points very sucky.
Nevrmind, whats done is done.
Bye.

its been long since i saw the sweet smile :)

2009-10-21T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hi people.
Got back results today.
Hais, as expected, sucky.
Disappointed with Chinese and English.
Maths paper 1 was a big disappointment too.
Paper 2 and A maths was a shock.
Good enough to promote to sec4, but good enough to remain in the prefectorial board?
IDK.
Hais.
Then had the AEM at NP, before that went to WM to buy sweetalk.
Came back school, went to the toilet, 2 sec 2s come stare at me in the toilet.
Go back concourse, continue stare =.=
Never mess with me tho ur from NA, GL.
Im sorry, but im not so free to entertain low-class people like you.
Then later proceeded to NP, up the bus , Mr Tay said i put on weight this year.
Dont have lorhhhs. Is build Muscles!
Later at there , some slides then the lecturer said i look very serious.
Haha so funny.
Ended le, went to wait for 61.
Missed 3 61...
Then went up the fourth one.
Before that saw WeiXiong.
Bully me, for that, you owe me one!
Moody today over results, hope physics will do well!
Bye.

2009-10-15T23:15:00.003+08:00

Exams Over!

Hello people!
Finally the Exams are over after a period of 2 weeks!
Happy happy, free now!
Anyway, yesterday A maths paper was very tough, think flunked it..
Today chemistry, horrible.
Section C left whole page blank! Genius!
Slept from 9-930!
Then trained down to clarke quay =.=
Wanted to buy new phone but price and everything is so not alright.
Hmms , then went back home.
Wanted to go out for lunch with my mummy n bro, but didnt in the end.
Got a call from frendd and went to lot 1 and hang out!
First thing they noticed me is why i wear white shirt when my skin is fair.. diao!
Play at th arcade till 4plus, 5pm?
Took 172 to JP, wah tell you , hate the horrible journey.
Think play till too tired le then got headeache.
At Jurong Point, had dinner at Long John's.
Im sick lerhh still have fried food, clever me!
Then continued playing somemore, play play play.
Finally my drifting skills have improved! Yay!
Haha dumb me.
One thing i have noticed is whenever a group of boys hang out, we always dont know where to go, so must have girls cos they can shop! Hahas.
Next time must have girls liao or else always go out like that cant make it.
Hmms, sick with Flu now, blocked nose!
Dont know tml want to go to kbox anot.
Nevermindddddd, i want to have feverr!
Haha crazy me.
Bye!

i only love you,
cheer up! :)

2009-10-12T20:03:00.005+08:00

SCREW A MATHS. HAIS.

im sorry ):
my term3 results is enough to drag me down le.
im feeling super panicky because if i dont do well, i will have to retain.
thats why im super stressed now.
if this time round my results are lousy, my parents are going to forbid me from going out with anybody including you.
i rather sacrifice for 3 more days and all will be okay le.
hope you understand, im sorry.

2009-10-12T18:40:00.004+08:00

Physics !
Paper was quite okay.
Wasted a few marks ):
Didnt do past year papers and the question came out!
So spot on.. Wasted!
Lucky MCQ was quite Easy.
Overall spent the whole 2h20min very wisely.
Finished checking paper and time's up! :D
Must Get an A for Physics.
Mugging for Bio, Chem and A Maths ));
Study till so stress out, so no mood..
Argh.
Bye.

& missing you.
be good , dont msg, or else u will get scolded end of th month

2009-10-09T19:00:00.004+08:00

Shitty Day.

Felt very unwell halfway during the paper.
Couldnt think after that.
Shit lahs, want to do well in the end like that.
Dont know why im in such a foul mood.
Hais.
Really cant wait for all the papers to end.
Tried to study today but very hard.
Dont know why so tired.
arghs.

Bye.

im sorry ):
i should be there cheering you up but i didnt.
idk why i felt very jealous.
sorry.
i hope you are okay.

2009-10-08T19:26:00.003+08:00

Horrid Day Today.

Social Studies was okay but felt quite sick at the end of the paper and rushed through my essay.
Surely going to do badly.
Maths paper 2 was an even bigger killer! HAIS.
Mr Beh is simply cruel.
Set the paper so hard with no mercy.
Panicked during the paper somemore ):
Argh, think will fail.

Spend so much time and effort on maths but still end up like this.
Cant think what will happen to the other subjects i spend lesser efforts on.
Sadly, think will not be promoted this year.
Wonder why, but have the feeling this EOY is going to be horrible, and will be removed from the Sc also..
Totally moodless and tired..
Anyway, bye people.

2009-10-02T19:21:00.007+08:00

No Promises are Made
No Promises are Made
No Promises are Made
No Promises are Made
No Promises are Made
No Promises are Made
No Promises are Made
No Promises are Made
No Promises are Made
No Promises are Made
No Promises are Made

So Shut Up and Study Hard for the Exams!
Don't Think of Events happening after Exams.
GRRRRRRRRRRRR....
**********************
Dont Cloud My Mind with Stuffs n Stuffs or else Cannot Concentrate on Studying.
Have A Clear Mind!!!

2009-10-01T16:38:00.003+08:00

Feeling All Stressed Up.. Hais..
Im sorry im very moody.
I cant control my mood.
Exams really stress me up..
Hais im really really sorry.
I darent think of next year 'O's.
Hais ):

2009-09-28T16:50:00.002+08:00

Hello people!
Exams in another 3days.
Exams quickly end please.
Oh yeah. Past few days nothing much happened lahhs.
Friday had Chinese Oral.
Think i flunked it le.
Although i know all the words , but too stressed n nervous.
Read the whole passage very unsmoothly.
Die liaos~
Past few tests for Term4 all passed.
At least got a pass for each subject unlike Term3.
Hopefully i will do well for EOY.
Because it will really determine many things.
Updates only after EOY.
Bye.

2009-09-21T23:04:00.001+08:00

Arghh, Study Study Study, but NOTHING seems to ever get in!

2009-09-18T20:46:00.000+08:00

2009-09-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

Offically Very Tired.
Argh sucky results.
Attitude in class getting worst.
Attitude to teachers getting even worser.

2009-09-13T15:26:00.003+08:00

6 Months of hard work.
6 Months of effort put in.
6 Months of hope.
And it all crashes down to nothing.
Seriously waste my time on it.
Had i known, i wouldn't have made efforts to go for it.
So what if i m dedicated to the SC, doesnt mean anything.
I have already tried balancing up everything, now whats the problem.
Simply, you are damn bloody bias.
Over little errors i make, u make it as if i committed a grave mistake.
Damn you.
Washing my hands off EVERYTHING.
I will never give any commands or anything.
Come punish me by all means, hopefully u can kill me.
Too bad im very fit.
Now i know why my seniors are all this way.
Thats because of the craps you give them.
Freakingly Immature.
I will come less often because i have all the excuses in the world to give.
And if you don't know, my parents are so not supportive of me going for it right from the start.

2009-09-12T14:51:00.001+08:00

Scouts totally sucked today.
So what if i want to be a PL, doesn't mean you have to keep on picking on me.
1-2 weeks time, you want to make decision on promotion.
Fine go ahead, if you wish, better don't promote me.
Very very irritating.
I don't see where im lousier.
To put it simply, you are bias.
And i hate commanding people as if they are dogs, thats F.Y.I.
I treat everyone equally.
If i don't know, why should i command.
Unreasonable.

Stop being sad; Stop hurting yourself.
Stop being sad; Stop hurting yourself.
Stop being sad; Stop hurting yourself.
Stop being sad; Stop hurting yourself.
Stop being sad; Stop hurting yourself.
Stop being sad; Stop hurting yourself.
Stop being sad; Stop hurting yourself.
Stop being sad; Stop hurting yourself.
Stop being sad; Stop hurting yourself.
Stop being sad; Stop hurting yourself.

2009-09-08T18:17:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Today woke up at 650am.
So unusual to wake up so early during the holidays.
By right should sleep more till 12 pm.
Reached school at 720am.
Then some briefings at AVA room.
Later went to Ford Canning Park.
Walked all the way down to the Padang i think.
In between the routes have to complete many activites.
This is to train us so that we can teach the sec2s.
Hmm. Wonder what to post now.
Super tired~

If i could get you, i would wish to shut your bloody mouth up with rolls of scotch tape and bang your head on a pillar a million times and throw rotten eggs at you. just why wont you shut up!? ARGH !

Bye!

2009-09-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

In A Month's time, exactly from now, half the exams will be completed.
And in another 15 days more, i will be out of the Student Council.
Thats such a sad thing if i don't study.
Life is horrible, nothing ever goes well in my way.
In Scouts, put in so much, but nothing comes out.
In school, put in so much to prefectorial board, in the end getting sacked soon.
Nothing ever goes smoothly.
Crap.

2009-09-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hello people.
Im back from camp.
Tell you, this camp seriously sucks.
Suffered so much muscle aches, and skin almost torn from my palms.
All the pumpings i did yesterday was horrible mans.
Early morning reach, had to pump 80.
Seriously kills.
Day1, I was the duty patrol leader.
Had to be the one in charge.
Flag raising, then camp cook.
In between i was being pumped alot.
Then went to cook.
Prepared food, then Morgan cooked it.
Squeezed 15 oranges. Tired.
Then later off to swimming.
Had to fall in by 330pm, the rest ready only by 3.42pm.
Was punished again as a result.
All to walk to bukit batok swimming complex.
Spent an hour relaxing there, then went back to dunearn by bus.
After that went off, can came back at 9.45pm
Washed up, blah.
2345 must fall in, morgan dragged my time.
As a result, i got severely scolded again for nothing.
Seriously had enough. Sick of it.
I aint a dog. or anything.
If you dont want to give me or anything, then fine. No big deal.
Lights out at 0020.
In the tent, played n do nonsense.
Slept at 2plus.

Day2.
Nonsense firedrill in the morning at 430am like that.
So GL man tell you.
What this what that. Damn.
Then lecture session.
Gave up totally at 1120.
Too sick n tired already.
Day1 already caused me to be so shag liao.
Then at 12pm , prepared to leave.
So happy.
Jon u win liaos, pon the whole camp, if i know, i should have done so.
If after this camp, if i still fail , then never will i come again.

Maybe im too spoilt a child already bah.
But who cares, im like this.
I am not those that have high perseverance level.
My tolerance level aint that high too.
Found these 2 things of me during the camp.
Hmms, when im shag, i will be so moody too.

Bye.

2009-09-04T20:28:00.001+08:00

Im very pissed this morning.
All because of her.
Whats wrong man?
Just because im in the exco, means every part of me must be perfect ?
Very irritating do u know.
Im not those whom you can picked at , and be given attitude at.
Just because i don't know how to do, doesnt mean i will not learn.
EOY i will definitely pass your subject.
Complain, Complain, Complain.
Its purely irritating.
Im sick of it i tell u.
How many freaking times already?
At most, End of the Year i get the sack then u will be happy lorhs.
Spoilt my whole morning mood..
Hmms, went out to study today too.
Bye.

2009-08-23T15:25:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps!
Had not been updating my blog for a long long time.
Seems dead, i think, or is it dead already?
Hmms, anyway, here to update on my Scouts Campfire!
The Campfire was held in JB, at a school named Sekolah Menegah Kebangsaan Sri Tebrau.
Although the school is old, the activities held there was fun.
First started off with some games.
Me, Jamien, Yao hong won the top3 prizes.
Later was the different individual activity station already.
Out of 30 stations, i completed 22 of them
Very Impressive.
Then, was dinner.
The food was not as bad as i thought it would be.
Went to change to full uniform for Campfire.
Had loads of fun.
The Mass Party was superrrrrr.
Everyone was Highhhh!
Hmm then the group list for the afterrnoon games were announced.
My group won!
Hahas, i won 2 prizes there le.
Continued with party!
Then, 10pm..
Ended. Went back to SG.
Lala reached home at 11plus.
Bye!

2009-07-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

heyy people.
something's wrong with blogger, i think?
very hard to post, kept on experiencing problems.
hmms anyway, keep it in short, spent last 2 weeks very busily.
have lots of projects and programmes.
anyway upcoming somemore.
looking forward to it.
this week very packed too. everyday coming home at 6plus.
tired tired~
gotta persevere.
anyway many tests coming up too.
god, been playing n playing , not studying at all.
byebye!

2009-07-10T18:40:00.001+08:00

i seriously hope i will make it tomorrow,
i seriously hope i will get what i really want tomorrow,
tomorrow is the day already,
hais really hope i get it,
or else really very disappointed.

2009-07-08T18:32:00.005+08:00

Reflection no.2

Another blunder made.
I don't know what will happen, and i don't wish to know.
This has again lowered my chances somemore.
Tomorrow is the day already.
I hope time will pass slowly, as i don't want to know yet.
Maybe im not yet mentally prepared.
Today ms leong spoke to me.
Hais, i didn't know that whatever i have been doing is so severe.
Gosh, im so going have to change.
Nobody's born perfect.
Thus now i realise where my faults are, i will change for the better.
Nobody told me about it before until today, so, now i know.
I still hope i will get good news tomorrow.
I have to change and not let this pull my whole image down.
Once i overcome this problem, i will be a better person already.

Gotta Change for the Better.

Replying of Tags.
Gerald: What!?
Karen: Okay
Yuning: I tagged ur blog le!
Guo Qin: Okay

2009-07-05T00:09:00.003+08:00

Replied Tags Here~

Huishang: That was in sec2, i was childish and playful way back then. I did all those stupid stuffs because i didn't care about how teachers look at me. I was looked as a playful boy. I didn't had the wish to get into Top4 at that time. Then, slowly i became a prefect and became more matured. Thats why..

YUNING!: Hahas okay! :D Weiiii, so long never tag my blog! Lazy to come right!! Hahas ;D

Joseph: Hahas, i will remain cheerful as much as i can!

Daryl the Rich-arse: Hey Bro! Rich Arse!! Hahas! Since when you found urself a nickname and didnt share it with me. Must be *ahem* gave it to u the name right! I won't be disheartened de(:
I will continue being a good leader, regardless, im in the Student Council anot.

Karen: Hahas. Okay! Thank You Karen(: Yup i will remember what you said!

2009-07-04T15:18:00.002+08:00

I wished to be in the top4, but couldn't succeed.
Thus, ~~top4~~
Not going to think of it anymore.
Looking forward to be in the Ex-Co!
Positive thoughts- Thats the Way! :D
Got to pick myself up quickly!
When School Reopens, i will have to be on my feet again!

2009-07-03T17:17:00.008+08:00

Self- Reflection.

Its been quite sometime i did a self-reflection of myself.
Thus im going to do it now.
I warn you, its going to be a long, lengthy and boring post.
Leave if you do not wish to be bored to death.

Yesterday, interview number 2.
I ruined myself completely there.
Still remembered last year i went onto stage with JQ?
And i still played a fool on stage when i was up there?
I got scolded by Mr Toh & Mdm Sarinah that time.
So, yesterday i was reminded of that incident.
I was being run over 4 times, very badly and painfully.
I couldn't hold myself back any longer, so i went half broken down.

Today, we got the results.
I expected that to happen.
Very disappointed.
I had to hold back myself till it was over.
My fellow prefects all comforted me.
Thanks all(:
Everyone knew i was sad and depressed.
I then went to the computer lab after that.
Cooled myself down there.
Thought it over, i am not disappointed with myself, because, i have done my best.
After that i went to look for Ms Ho.
We had a hearty 30 mins talk.
It was a long talk, but Ms Ho was very patient and caring towards me.
I am very grateful to her.
Details of the talk are between me and her- confidential.
I could only conclude that, initally, whatever mindset i had was wrong.
I thought of being a slacker and "rebel" or even quitting.
But Ms Ho really woke me up to my senses, and she gave me back the confidence i had.
This is not a sad thing for me, but a lesson learnt.
I have to learn to take things by my stride as life doesn't always goes the way you want it to.
Ms Ho proved to me that i ain't usless and i was touched to tears.
Its then first time i teared in school and infront of a teacher.
This shows how much VP meant to me but getting into the Exco is good enough too.
She had the confidence in me.
So, i must get over this darkest period and quickly look to the bright side.
I must pick myself up quickly.
I must not disappoint Ms Ho and the people around me.
I am feeling so much better now after talking to her.
Shes the only teacher that i can trust and talk to.
Ms Ho said that i MUST get into the top 14.
I didn't have the confidence, so she encouraged me so many times.
Now i have gained back my confidence.
All I have to say is,
Thank You For Having the Faith in me.
Thank You For Having the Trust in me.
Thank You For Supporting me.
Thank You Ms Ho(:
I will never ever disappoint you.
Without you, i will not be able to make it to today.
When i am in position, i will do a better job than the President of Prefectorial Board.
I Will prove myself to the teachers that doubt me, and prove them that they are very wrong.
I am a better person after this experience.
People who makes fun of me that i do not get the VP, i will ignore them.
Whether i get into Exco anot, i still have to thank Ms Ho.
A Last BIG BIG THANK YOU TO YOU, Ms Ho(:

2009-07-02T21:47:00.001+08:00

thanks amanda for making me smile today

2009-07-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

hi.
im...
stressed and tired.
stressed to tears already.
tomorrow its the day..
thanks ms ho :D
bye.

2009-06-26T15:01:00.000+08:00

3 more days to facing reality..
either a yes or no.
have to pray hard..
meanwhile, let me enjoy first before feeling either extreme happy or sad.
see ya!

2009-06-26T00:52:00.005+08:00

hello.
today went alot places.
went to plaza singapura.
then later went to JE library.
brainstormed on the project.
then when to do the video clip.
did alot of rehearsals.
everyone didnt not give up no matter how tired they was.
the video was produced n it was great!
went for 2Jade bbq after that.
then went to lot1.
walked around and went home after that.
bye

2009-06-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

hello.
back from SL camp..
venue was at sarimbun scouts camp.
so hate that place.
went there dunno how many times liaos.
never had good memories there.
then first day report 7am.
woke up at 6.30 am.
attendance taken, had a talk.
so boring.
3hrs talk...
after that set out for sarimbun scouts camp le.
sianz. weather very hot.
then later on at there, had some boring and fun activities.
food was all edible.
had night walk. my partner was quite scared, so yeah.
slept at 2am.
first day passed like that..

2nd day,
woke up at 5 am.
bathed. was very cold, shivering.
had fun bathing. hahas
then after that went to sentosa, had what amazing race.
stupid heat. very irritated.
then wasnt enthu at all.
im very sensitive to the hot weather.
so i was very quiet..
then later on went back campsite.
cant rmb what we did.
had interview.
ms ho, ms nadiah and ms cyndi goh interviewed me.
i was quite nervous.
mind was blank.
but i did my best already.
didnt eat dinner cos my interview was during the whole dinnertime.
hmms, interview was quite long uhh!
at night learnt some cheer n played some games.
managed to bathe.
slept at 2am.

3rd day, 7am woke up.
area cleaning and stuff.
kinda dumb.
went back school, debrief.
nomination n stuffs.
very stressed by it.
but at the same time, i have the confidence of what i want..
will not feel discouraged cos of betrayals.
hmms, thats all.. waiting for good news ;D
byebye.

people who supports me, i thank you, and i hope u continue to support me.
for those who didnt support me, i shall prove to u what im capable of.
anyway, people, wish me luck of getting into the Exco and being the VP.
thanks.

2009-06-06T23:30:00.002+08:00

Hellos.
Today Had Fun!
Went kayaking star 1.
Weather was very hot, suffered sun burn although i applied sunblock lotion.
Then came to the part of capsizing, failed twice, 3rd time passed.
Was so not easy.
Then later on we were taught how to paddle forwards backwards, stop and so-on.
Experience was quite nice.
But just disliked the weather.
The water and the sand was quite disgusting too.
But got used to it after a few hours.
Tomorrow day 2! Hope weather wont be so hot!
Bye.

p/s: i miss SLC

2009-06-05T22:47:00.004+08:00

Hellooooo Readers!
I had mixed feelings today cann.
Happy & Sad..
Morning started off okay, take temperature.
Then Concept Committee Briefing.
Boredddddd.
After that NSM B. Almost fell asleep.
Hahas. Luckily nobody woke me up.
Then closing ceremony le. Wahhs, even more bored cans!
Heard the action paper for like XCXXCVVX times liao
Lunch was great.
Then preparation for Grand Finale.
Everyone was quite serious.
I was constantly being picked! arghhhhhh!
Grand Finale was cool!
All the performance were creative, fun and funny.
Hahas. Everyone was so high.
Then i was high too but of course not as high as some other falculties.
Hmms, the Facilitators were great.
Recorded their performance down in my phone.
Hmms, then performed on stage, i enjoyed myself. Had fun!
Then now the sad part, the debrief.
Everyone was quite sad, because we are all parting already.
Could tell that YuXuan was quite sad. SOOO Quiet!
Me too was quite sad..

SLC really made a difference in me.
Its so different back in dunearn.
The people i meet there are all full of confidence, matured and sensible people.
I always have no problem communicating with them.
Learnt alot of things from HCI students.
Was impressed by their Student Leaders too.
Wonder why life is so weird.
One moment we meet one another, and the next moment, we have to part.
Such a sad thing luhhs.
Anwayy, i will go back to Dunearn and be a better SL, taking the HCI SL as my role models.

YuXuan so cute! hahas.

this 2 pictures are dedicated to dawn!

Bye.

Blaze- what u talking!