.Sunday, March 1, 2009@3:46 PM.
I encounted quite alot of setbacks recently.
2009 is a rough year for me.
This 3 months has not been going smoothly at all for me
I want to change alot of things. I want things to go smoothly for me
But I am very very very tired.
I need a break.
I have no more strength to go on.
No mood now.
Maybe i will do what i planned to do next week.
Or maybe i will never do it at all..
I have become physically fitter but mentally weaker.
I am seriously very fed up and i have NO mood at all to study.
WHAT THE FUCK.
I had been like that just 2 WEEKS AGO, and IM LIKE THAT AGAIN.
WTF MAN?
Im feeling that FUCKED UP, DEPRESSED & LOUSY.
Im that EMO now & I HATE BEING LIKE THAT.
FUCKFUCKFUCK.
time passed so fast.
this is already the 7th month that i m in love with you.
so much has happened in the 7 months.
but its all unhappy things.
the next school holiday is coming already.
and i havent forgotten you.
why?
i doubt there is any guy who loves a girl for 7months,one sided.
im falling apart more n more each day.
Haiz.
My Sunday is so wasted.
Spent the day Emoing Away.
Didnt even touch My books or Do anything Meaningful.
hais. All day long, u are on my mind.
