.Sunday, October 5, 2008@12:53 AM.
im running away, life sucks and
i will never stop running,
until the day i can forget everything. im running and i only know it now.
another 18 more days to end everything.
in the 2months to come,
i can take a break, a long break.
if i don't forget everything,
it will be worst than last year.
forgetting everything is the best way.
but running away would be much faster.
i don't have to face anything at a farway place.
so much peace, so much quiteness. all alone.
im feeling terrible now...everything is differenti just cant control anything.im not strong enough to hold out.im just very tired mentally.haiis, bye
